Today is August 20, 2023. I was pondering the date this morning with my cup of coffee, remembering that 22 years ago today my father passed away. I think of my dad daily. I hear his voice saying his funny little sayings. He is forever with me. On the other end of that spectrum, 32 years ago today I had a beautiful love song written about me called "Christina's Magic." That song had such an impact on me that I named my art business "Christina's Magic."
My niece's husband, Mario, jokingly asked me once if I had a playlist of all the songs that have been written about me. I laughed and replied, "Unfortunately, no." Most of the songs were written before iTunes or Spotify were invented. The bands had split up, some of the song writers have died or they are married and they can't possibly record those love songs written about a woman in their past. You know the story. The box of cassette tapes, lyrics and love letters in a back of my closet that will remain there until the day I die.
I have the original handwritten copy of "Christina's Magic" tucked away in a photo album with a few photos to remind me of a magical time in my life. It was the summer of 1991. I lived in far south Austin, off of Slaughter Lane. August 20 was a Saturday andas usual, I had been on the drag selling my art at the 23rd Street Artist Market all day.
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23rd Street Artist Market
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This is a photo of the 23rd Street Artist Market. I served on the board at the market. I got my job at the Austin American Statesman in Dec of 1991, when I went in to place an ad for the 23rd Street Artist Market. |
After all of us artists packed up our artwork for the day, one of my fellow artist friends and I walked across the street to the Cactus Cafe to see Jimmy LaFave. During the intermission, I walked outside to sit by the water fountain. A handsome stranger with a leather vest and cowboy hat walked over and sat close by. He had a Chronicle in his hand and said "Hi, I am Daniel, I'm new to Austin and wondering if you could show me some other places in this rag to go hear good music." I moved closer to him and introduced myself. We looked through the Chronicle, I circled a few interesting attractions and we went back inside. I sat next to my friend and I saw Daniel hanging out at the bar. He then walked over, sat next to and asked me if I wanted a drink. He came back with my drink and whispered in my ear "This is going to make a great love song." I said "What is?" He replied "How I am going to steal you away from your boyfriend." I giggled and said "It's not going to be a very long song." After the show he and I went out for coffee at Kerby Lane. I then took him to his hotel and we laid on his bed talking and laughing. It was one of the most romantic nights I had ever had. I went home at sun rise and later that afternoon he called me and told me I had left my earrings on his night stand and wondered if I would be interested in going out that night. He told me later that he was pretty sure I had purposely left them there so he would have to call me. Ha! When I arrived at his room he told me he had written a song about me and then sang it. I was completely floored.
Christina’s Magic
She sent Billy Doss from somewhere near Waco
He gave me a message from the lady Christine
Just like a snake I slipped from my past
Rode down on the back of a gold eagle’s wing
We landed in Austin then out of the shadows
Like a dervish she swirled and danced in my dreams
Christina slips off her synthetic see-through
And takes me to places I’ve never been
We ride on the slipstream, me and Christina
I told her I’ve loved her for lifetimes it seems.
She weaves her magic on a desert mandala
Her cluster of blessings are hidden by pain
Dark angel’s hair rolls down streaked like sunset
Lips sliced like peaches drive me insane
Standing on crystal here at the crossroads
Waiting for lightening to strike twice again
Christina’s magic is old and it’s ancient
My mother of mercy brings new life to me
We ride on the slipstream, me and Christina
I told her I loved her for lifetimes it seems
Thunder clouds gather
Christina’s passion drives tears from heaven
Down to the sea
The scarlet red dawning dances on trinkets
Treasures Christina has left for me
Christina’s magic is old, very ancient
My mother of mercy brings new life to me
We ride on the slipstream, me and Christina
I told her I loved her for lifetimes it seems
Written by Daniel Rudick
August 20, 1991, 8:00 am
The crazy thing is that he wrote this song hours after we had met yet it was a prophecy of what was to happen. First of all he mentioned the earrings I left behind "The scarlet red dawning dances on trinkets, treasures Christina has left for me."
He didn't know that I made hand made dream catchers to sell at the artist market yet he wrote "She weaves her magic on a desert mandala." I wondered how this man from Vancouver Island knew me, how we could feel each other's souls just by touching hands. It was magical.
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Daniel and Christina, South Congress Ave., 1991 |
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Christina, South Congress Ave., 1991
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Daniel at Las Manitas Avenue Cafe |
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Christina and Daniel, 1991 |
Maybe a month after we had met, he was staying at my house and we walked to the corner store one evening to get a "Clearly Canadian" to drink. On the walk home, it started to rain and thunder. He said he had never seen rain drops that big. We were standing on the street corner waiting for the light to change and lightning struck twice and the thunder was so loud it shook us. In his song, he wrote "Standing on crystal here at the crossroads, waiting for lightening to strike twice again" Again, the synchronicities were truly magical. How had he seen into our future?
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Daniel writing a song on the stairway at my house. We are both left handed and Taurus |
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Daniel at the Broken Spoke on South Lamar |
I can't even remember how long Daniel's stay in Austin was. It seemed like a lifetime. As he had even written in the song "I've told her I've loved her for lifetimes, it seems." Maybe a week or so after his arrival he asked me if I could take him to the train station to pick up his friend, Billy Doss, who he had met on the train on the way from Canada to Texas. Billy had gotten off of the train in Waco to see his mother. We picked him up and took him to his cool little house on the east side of IH35 at Woodward. He lived in the coolest little house. Looking back, it seems that the three of us spent a century in Billy's front yard drinking coffee and writing songs.
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Billy Doss and Daniel Rudick 1991 |
Daniel had to go back to Canada with plans to return. He called me one week to the minute after he left and reminded me that he had been gone a week. He did that for a while, always starting the conversation with how long he had been gone and how much he missed me. Life got in the way and he never returned yet Billy and I remained life long friends. Years later Daniel called and told me he that his new band, "Jack N Lefty" had recorded "Christina's Magic" He sent me a copy of it. Needless to say, I was distraught to realize his band was a duo and more importantly, that he had changed the lyrics to my love song. I asked him why he had changed it and he simply said "poetic license." We never spoke again.
Click here to listen to the updated version he recorded.
The magic died in this version of the song. I was perplexed to realize that when he returned to Canada he had once again, just like a snake, slipped from his past.